Tumble weed.

Ive moved to Tubmlr. Sorry Blogspot. Youve been fun.

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IM NOW POSTING ON TUMBLR

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Curiosity Killed the Cat.

Im curious about love. Real love. Where it comes from and who put it there? How do you keep it how do you get rid of it? What if you cant? In the age of ADD/nature deficiency how do you make it work? Is there a secret to it? This isnt case specific to anything for me, Im just curious. Ive really been in a season for learning and absorbing. A real curious season.

I want to know your stories. Do your parents have a story about love? What about your grandparents? Most importantly yours...

How do you feel about love, friendships, relationships, marriage, family, heartbreak/heartache (they are two different things I think), loss, and the origin of it all? If you have something short and profound then please share but Im more so interested in the long stories with depth and truth.

GO!

Nashville

A night for the books.

Happy Camper.

Theme of the moment.....Go with it.

I cant believe the relief I have felt for the past few months. I never thought that this peace of mind would exist for me. God is good. Every day I am AMAZED by Him. Like my mouth has actually hit the floor a couple of times and I think I said "Wow, I wouldve never thought that". Its an amazing, new, good feeling.

My friends are absolutely incredible. I missed them ever so. Kimi said to me "Im so glad to have my friend back" as though I had been hiding! I love what and who is going on in my life. I pray and give thanks everyday, multiple times a day, because I am ever so in love with what He is doing.

New leaves.

Random thought about my new life journey.

-I cant save people. Change comes from within through Christ and Im not Him. Some peoples exteriors are beautiful but their insides are broken. Ive dedicated every second of every day for the past however long, year or so, trying to "fix" some one thru unconditional love and Ive got nothing back. I guess Im just as broken and clueless as you.

-I cant pretend like Im okay with everything. If I did, thats when Id be the "liar" Ive been accused of being.

-Picking up the pieces isnt easy. There are millions of them.

-When is enough, enough? Why isnt love enough?